well I've stumbled onto my old xanga (this one) and so now I guess I have nothing better to do but to pour out my soul and emotions into words on this tiny little part of the internet. So I dislike my parents, despise my sister, and feel really sorry for my little brother and my dog. Eric is going to grow up to be a crazy killer psychopath and Bonnie is just going to have to keep living her miserable little life where no one pays her any attention and forces her to eat dry dog food instead of cheese and meat that the pampered dogs get. Its a pretty sad story, if you ask me. And myself? well....lets just say that I get to go to college soon, and in the meantime have full capability to just hide in my room for hours on end with a computer, television, and sound system. You're all pretty jealous.

Also I love Andrew and I love his hair now and he looks devilishly attractive and I cant help but want to be with him like every minute of the day. But i'm still able to refrain because then we might get sick of each other. Actually....that could never happen so sctratch that last statement. But seriously, its getting crazy how much I love him. We even have those gross affectionate pet names for each other now that I swore i would never use because of how corny they are. Oh well. We might as well just get married tomorrow at the rate we're going.  I'm always at his house anyways in his room so we basically already live together, and when I go to college my mom said she would pay to help us get an apparement sophmore year of whatever. Can you say kickass?

And I had a whole bunch of fun and excitement this summer and I fully intend on continuing said fun all throughout the school year. Wanna know why? Because FUCK homework im a damn senior and I dont really care to try hard. Never mind the fact that im in like all the hardest classes my school has to offer, and never mind the fact that im, on the contrary, trying especially hard to get good grades and complete homework. The point is, im still thinking that homework is merely optional instead of mandatory. So there. *sticks tongue out*

I think I'm through with xanga for a while, if not permanently. I am completely sick of it actually, and all the complaining I've been doing as a way to vent frusterations.  That's completely retarded and pathetic. I've been neglecting my real diary just because I write enough about how sucky life is in this one, when in reality, I probably exaggerate and don't even appreciate that I actually DO have a good life.  Plus, it's unhealthy to rely so much on xanga....I feel sometimes like I can't function without it, and I really hate that feeling. And for everyone else who uses xanga way too much, just stop and get a life.

So that's my reasoning I suppose. That and the fact that I want to start valuing my privacy a little bit more and not broadcast everything that happens to me over the internet. So from now on, just ask me in person if you want to know what's going on in my life. This site will be gone in one weeks time.

Sincerely, Katie

Currently Listening Move Along By The All-American Rejects see related

It is probably about 5 degrees outside with the windchill. I am going on a long walk right now, in very very warm clothes and I'm going to listen to a lot of music. Because the night is so much more wonderful than the day, and the stars are way cooler than the sun. Last winter I walked every single night because it relaxed me and became a habit. This year I am going to walk because I am sick of doing nothing, and I need time by myself. Quite the contrast.

Unexpected semester grades. disappointment. memories of last year. wishing that this wretched school year will finally end, because its making me a very bitter person. resentment and second thoughts....again.

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I am not looking forward to anything....and that is probably the worst state one can stumble into. Alan Brinkley is ruining my life with his boringness. I've been eating a whole lot because I'm apathetic, but I can't quite help it. And to top it all off, I probably have the most unbearable parents ever created. Anyone who knows them can attest for that. This was an unintentional rant, but what else is xanga for except for people to whine? terribly sorry to not be happy.

-Kate

Currently Watching Cry Wolf (Rated Full Screen) By Lindy Booth, Julian Morris, Jared Padalecki see related

last night was fun, love you guys mucho!!

They bought me flowers and chocolates, awwwww they're like, my other boyfriends. Except they're girls and all, but whats the difference.

And so yeah, we rented a movie and it was ok, and we went to cici's pizza and it tasted really funky, and then we met up with eric and alex and went to barnes and noble to visit lauren before eric had to go back to college, and then we went back to my house after that and just hung out and talked. hahaha the incredibles is such a fun videogame, except all those hard-core gamers would have shot us if they saw how we were playing it. hehehe it was fun.

And now im bored and i've been playing my flute all weekend long and tomorrow is school again and im dreading it....I HATE SCHOOL. Ok well its not that bad, but i hate that im not allowed to be lazy anymore. That part really stinks. bye lovers!

Katie